blinded

i was hepi for that brief moment...
wish i cud capture that moment n keep it in my pocket..
or wish i cud record it n replay it wenever i want..
tapi hakikatnye x wujud pon bende2 mcm 2..

so wat we can do is to try our best to re-feel those moment..
at d beginning we can still remember d exact hepi feeling..
tp lame2..
d feeling started to fade away..
n lame2 intensity die pon mengurang..
until u reached d moment dat u cant remember how it feelss..
u actually think u stil can remember..
but actually d feeling is not d same...

i'm really sory..
i know i've hurt a lot of ppl around me..
maybe i'm too selfish at that moment..
or maybe i am too blinded by wats in front of me..
i'm just a human..

to that person..
u may b dissappointed in me..
but i still hope u give us a chance to grow..
bcoz i know..
deep down inside..
our friendship is meant for something greater..
thank u for still believing in me..