as i still..

sayu je bile bace ayat kat atas ni.. mdalam sungguh kate2 org yg menulis ayat di atas.. tapi ade benarnye ape yg penulis cube sampai kan.. kdg2 kite manusia lupe dan alpa ttg tujuan kite hidup di dunie... n kdg2 lupe yg kite punye tanggungjawab yg perlu dipikul dan di jage.. ape kan daya.. kite hanyelah manusia yg lemah dan hina.. tapi.. hdup ini tidak menzalimi kite.. kite yang selalunye menzalimi diri sendiri.. selemah mane pun kite.. sehine mane pun kite.. Allah tetap berada di sisi kita.. tanpa rase jemu.. tanpa rase berkira.. Die tetap berada di sisi hambaNya.. jgnlah kite lupe tentang itu.. dan jgnlah kite lupe hakikat itu sehingga Die terpaksa meninggalkan kite...

janganlah kita mengukur seseorang atas kisah silamnya.. mungkin benar kisah silamnya tidaklah seindah yang disangka.. tidaklah semanis yang dijangka.. namun.. keikhlasan dirinya untuk berjuanglah yang harus dibaca..

Hambamu ini hanyalah insan biasa..
yang ingin mencari jalan pulang ke rumahNya..
Guide me as i still live..
n luv me as i still breath..
amiiin..

i'm sick :'(

i just woke up after have dozed off for 5 hours.... n my sore throat is getting worse n worse and i am losing my voice... :( getting a bit feverish as well... haih... x ske la sakit2 tekak ni.. its very painful.. n d hardest part is when the coughing starts to come.. i'm having a dry cough so u can just imagine how a cough can give to ur sore throat.. sob2.. already taking medication.. mintak dr kat klinik td prescribed.. i tot after taking d lozenges and cough syrup i'm gonna b better.. instead its getting worse.. maybe 2 3 days later i'll be fine.. ^_^ chaiyok2!


this is my cough medicine.. i really hate taking drugs esp d liquid ones.. i wud stare at them for 5 mins.. or more.. then only i took them after tgn da lenguh pgg ubat 2.. haha

ni plak ubat kumur2 2.. but i never took them.. ntah.. rs cm x m'bantu.. maybe i'll try this time :)

i also asked 4 antibiotics just in case i need it.. huhu.. amoxicillin.. here i go.. :D

n another typical medicine.. panadol.. manela tau kut2 nk start demam wic i already did...

hmm.... so wat i'm gonna do till i get better

1. talk less.. wic will not b a problem coz i dun talk much.. ^_^
2. drink lots lots lots of water wic will b a problem coz i drink very little
3. not taking cold driks..
4. n do not miss taking medication .. hmm... we'll see :D

just wish me get better soon k.. i really miss my voice.. sob2 :'(

movie reviews ^_^

i was looking 4ward to watch hellboy 2 coz i'm quite a fan of hellboy 1.. but after watching it i felt a litlle dissappointed... maybe my expectation was too high.. not dat d movie was bad.. but it was not dat gud s i expected... hurrmm... i think sbb crite die mcm t'lalu unrealistic ahh... but i still luve hellboy 1.. n hope there'll b hellboy 3 wic will b so much better than d second 1.. :D

n then i watched hancock.. hehehe... i wud say it was quite a nice story.. i wonder if they adapt those characters fr some comics.. watever it is i think it was quite fun to watch..



n i am looking 4ward to watch these movies.. cant wait to watch them... especially x-files the movie.. i am a fan of them when i was small.. always hoping for the lead characters to be together.. but they never end up 2gether.. aiyooo... frust btul.. hopefully kat dlm movie 2 nnt dey end up 2gether.. ngeh2

n i've finished watching gossip girl n have been rewatching them again n again... haha... actually i only rewatch the scenes dat i like.. esp between blair n chuck.. i find them both so perfect to be 2gether... u shud watch d chemistry betwn them... really cute...


so sweeeet :)

p/s : i hope i'll find sum1 who wud do d same 4 me too.. ngeh2.. (quoted fr d movie) :P

blinded

i was hepi for that brief moment...
wish i cud capture that moment n keep it in my pocket..
or wish i cud record it n replay it wenever i want..
tapi hakikatnye x wujud pon bende2 mcm 2..

so wat we can do is to try our best to re-feel those moment..
at d beginning we can still remember d exact hepi feeling..
tp lame2..
d feeling started to fade away..
n lame2 intensity die pon mengurang..
until u reached d moment dat u cant remember how it feelss..
u actually think u stil can remember..
but actually d feeling is not d same...

i'm really sory..
i know i've hurt a lot of ppl around me..
maybe i'm too selfish at that moment..
or maybe i am too blinded by wats in front of me..
i'm just a human..

to that person..
u may b dissappointed in me..
but i still hope u give us a chance to grow..
bcoz i know..
deep down inside..
our friendship is meant for something greater..
thank u for still believing in me..

HELP!!!

dah mls nk update coz xtau nk tulis ape.. HELP!!!